hmm i think there is something wrong with me. its like when i have things to do i wish i din and when i no longer have stuff to do i wish i did haha. feeling qt sian diao and bored now that most of my frens are either in the army or having sch. is it very bad of me to like go out with some pple because they are the last resort. oh dear. i dunno lah. ok nvm i think im rambling haha.

so many things seems to be happening to you but of cos u wun tell me anythign lah. i dunno haha. no comments. tml im going to spend the day with God :) something i really need to do!

cant believe tt my mother is going to wake me up tml just so tt the cleaner woman can clean my room :s oh wells. maybe its good in a way haha.. prevent me frm oversleeping yah :) i feel disconnected with the world now!

anyway i was looking at volunteer organizations and stuff where i can volunteer and was kinda thinking abt the childrens cancer foundation or food from the heart. i dunno. will contact changi general again too. daddy was asking me if i wanna go to like sri lanka those kinda countries to help out in relief work, and i said yes! and yah i think i really would liek to. tho maybe not striaght away... its nice to be home :)

went to school again today haha. was meeting dinesh and i realised tt i miss school! its a nice place lah haha. after a levels of cos :p gosh noone is online tonight. must be the monday blues heh. planned out my nxt week already. yay haha.

i really want to be a good cell leader. just tt i dunno! like im kinda not used to being the leader, ive always been the assistant. but im willing to learn and try! yups. just pray that God will show me how and what to do. i feel really bad for like not making the girls my first priority and like not giving my all. well things are going to change this year! yeah i really do love them lah. ALL of them! :)